आज मन बहुत उदास है ... sometimes things are not in your hands but they happen just like that and later u regret them ... and something similar happened today ... Actually nothing has happened as such but i know by my heart that there is something that is bothering me day n night and I just cannot do anything to protect myself and people around me ....
It started in the morning and it is 10:15 PM and still going on ... something is on a tour in my mind all the time ... I call it a छोटी आवाज़ that keeps you busy thinking something or the other ... that is actually your conscious .... You want to do something but you end up doing something else ... why does it happen ... why does it happen to me everytime ... क्या सोचा था क्या पाया है ...
Day was going as usual until my intelligence started arguing with my consciousness ... will not reveal the topic of altercation here ... it is a bit personal ... but would definitely like to pen down that I will not have a very sound sleep today .... Same as it happened last week when I was awake till 4 in the morning ...
Who is actually correct.. your mind or your conscious ... need to think a little more on it ... sometimes your mind is on the right path and sometimes it takes you away from your responsibilities ... conscious is known to be always correct as it is the first thought that comes to your mind .. that is something which you actually want to do but as soon as your mind starts poking its nose in the issue, the going gets tougher for you and you feel yourself in dilemma and what to do then.. nobody knows ..
I feel v should never allow our mind to rule our consciousness ...
My mind and conscious are still fighting .. lets see how things go ..
-NKJ
It started in the morning and it is 10:15 PM and still going on ... something is on a tour in my mind all the time ... I call it a छोटी आवाज़ that keeps you busy thinking something or the other ... that is actually your conscious .... You want to do something but you end up doing something else ... why does it happen ... why does it happen to me everytime ... क्या सोचा था क्या पाया है ...
Day was going as usual until my intelligence started arguing with my consciousness ... will not reveal the topic of altercation here ... it is a bit personal ... but would definitely like to pen down that I will not have a very sound sleep today .... Same as it happened last week when I was awake till 4 in the morning ...
Who is actually correct.. your mind or your conscious ... need to think a little more on it ... sometimes your mind is on the right path and sometimes it takes you away from your responsibilities ... conscious is known to be always correct as it is the first thought that comes to your mind .. that is something which you actually want to do but as soon as your mind starts poking its nose in the issue, the going gets tougher for you and you feel yourself in dilemma and what to do then.. nobody knows ..
I feel v should never allow our mind to rule our consciousness ...
My mind and conscious are still fighting .. lets see how things go ..
-NKJ
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