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Sunday, June 15, 2008

I want yesterday and tomorrow but not today ..

It seems like जैसे मन में बहुत कुछ है कहने के लिए पर जुबान पर वह बातें आ ही नही रही है .. मन बहुत भारी हो रहा है ..डरता हूँ कही कुछ ग़लत न कर बैठूं… why do I always feel alone when I am actually not alone … I am feeling like crying … ज़िंदगी सच में खिलवाड़ कर रही है मेरे साथ … I never thought I would be like this ever in my life ... I never thought my life would be like this ever.. but blogging has become my best friend these days and has always been with me in my bad and good times …

Why people don’t understand other people … why do they always think
1. what they do is the best thing to do …
2. what they think is the best thing to think …
3. what they see is the best thing to be seen …
4. what they hear is the best thing to be heard …
5. what they say is the best thing to say …

Why do we never put ourselves in others place to make ourselves realize that others think something else, they want to do something else, they want to say something else, they want to hear something else and why don’t we appreciate that their way could be better … we actually sometimes know that they are far better but fearing our loss to their strengths, we never accept it …

Why we human beings are so adamant to ourselves … why don’t we give importance to others feelings … why don’t we just give space to their thoughts …don’t know why but if this thing starts happening then there is nothing like living in this world … but nobody thinks from others perspective and this place is not less than a hell … no really I mean it … this place is just a hell …

Nobody in this world understands us …. Even the people most close to us do not even try to understand us … I am not feeling like living … everyone is so adamant … why I am not like them … why I am not like many people on earth … this is the biggest shortcoming for me and my life that I am not like many people on this earth …

Things that I can’t discuss with myself, I pen them down ... I am really feeling relax after writing … Don’t know if it makes sense to people who might read it … but it definitely makes to me ….

-NKJ

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Sunday, June 15, 2008

I want yesterday and tomorrow but not today ..

It seems like जैसे मन में बहुत कुछ है कहने के लिए पर जुबान पर वह बातें आ ही नही रही है .. मन बहुत भारी हो रहा है ..डरता हूँ कही कुछ ग़लत न कर बैठूं… why do I always feel alone when I am actually not alone … I am feeling like crying … ज़िंदगी सच में खिलवाड़ कर रही है मेरे साथ … I never thought I would be like this ever in my life ... I never thought my life would be like this ever.. but blogging has become my best friend these days and has always been with me in my bad and good times …

Why people don’t understand other people … why do they always think
1. what they do is the best thing to do …
2. what they think is the best thing to think …
3. what they see is the best thing to be seen …
4. what they hear is the best thing to be heard …
5. what they say is the best thing to say …

Why do we never put ourselves in others place to make ourselves realize that others think something else, they want to do something else, they want to say something else, they want to hear something else and why don’t we appreciate that their way could be better … we actually sometimes know that they are far better but fearing our loss to their strengths, we never accept it …

Why we human beings are so adamant to ourselves … why don’t we give importance to others feelings … why don’t we just give space to their thoughts …don’t know why but if this thing starts happening then there is nothing like living in this world … but nobody thinks from others perspective and this place is not less than a hell … no really I mean it … this place is just a hell …

Nobody in this world understands us …. Even the people most close to us do not even try to understand us … I am not feeling like living … everyone is so adamant … why I am not like them … why I am not like many people on earth … this is the biggest shortcoming for me and my life that I am not like many people on this earth …

Things that I can’t discuss with myself, I pen them down ... I am really feeling relax after writing … Don’t know if it makes sense to people who might read it … but it definitely makes to me ….

-NKJ

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